I have had the pervading sense in the past few days of “waking up.”
Like I suddenly have the ability that I’ve been lacking for the last several months of looking around me and seeing more than just the surface.
It’s been a little like being blind, and I’ve been totally unsure what I’ve been missing, but it’s been clear.
In other news, we’re about to mark 2 years of trying. I wish I were more emotional about it, but I just can’t be. I’m frustrated, but that’s all that’s left. The plan is to celebrate by actually calling the effing RE this week. Like really doing it. Not just talking about it.
Hope you guys have a wonderful weekend. I have dinner tonight with the girl who talked all about the baby no one else at the table knew. Hoping with DH there this time it won’t be as ridiculous.